home for fasting!

i am currently at home.
yes,i am a spoiled.i love food,and being around the ppl that i love and... shopping and FOOD.
yes,almost one moth passed and i am having my gastronomical fiesta!!
i've been eating non-stop.
except on daytime which is the time i have to fast and only exercise twice a week for an hour.that is DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH.
and yesterday when i was trying to wax my hand,there's a major malfunction.
my bf said that i am not a waxing/shaving person.i should just jump to laser.LOL.
that's very mean of him:( but true.LOL!
and currently i am starting to get stressed.
because i have to go back to TOKYO knowing there's a whole loads of work waiting for me:(
if u only see me in fb,u'll prolly see the pictures too..(ahah!STALKER!LOL)but those pictures are during the fun time which is a tiny speck of my time there.so please do not think that i am having fun here,for i am NOT!
the workload is infinity but i know i just have to keep on going.
dang ENGINEERING!why can't i take up Fashion Advert or something!!
but anyways,i got three job offers now:) not sure which to pick yet!

crappy

hello folks!
my exam is so near and yet i can't wait for it to be over so that i could chill out.my lab's pretty much excruciatingly busy.my life is hectic,and the only way i could chill out is hitting the gym.basically that's what i do.wait,scratch that,THAT IS THE ONLY THING I DO.lab-gym-home-lab-gym-home.anyways,i don't really have time to write now.because..instead of supposedly JUST studying,i'll do it WHILE watching house M.D. muehehehe (that is a new way to laugh for me).

I MISS HOME,GRANDMERE,DADDY,MOMMY,HAKEEM(pls dun tell him,he is one annoying brother),CUTE AUNTIES AND COUSINS.and GRANDMERE is in MEDAN now,shopping telekung (for my wedding hantaran..bole x?ntah bile la plak aku nak kawen)and i ASKED her, why do u wanna but it so early?she just said i'll buy laces for your engagement's baju kurung too.(-_-")
then i said,owh cool nak due,satu kaler putih satu kaler hitam.muehehehe! then she just said okay,without asking why do i need two pair of baju kurung for my engagement.haha!(p.s:berangan je dulu.lame lagi nak tunang2 kawen2 ni)so cute la my grandma. toodles!
hopefully my mom does not know existance of this blog.muehehe!

wedding vow (yeah, right!)

to the one n only future husband,
where ever you are,
i hope u will not steal,lie and cheat.
but if u must steal,
steal my sorrow away,
if u must lie,
lie with me the whole day,everyday,
if u must cheat,
cheat death in every way.

LOVE,
your future wife.

I shall write this to my husband on my wedding day.
:D

[p/s] i want my THIS particular wedding dress.

job-huntingzzzzzzz

owh what a busy weekend,it doesn't feel like a golden week at all..except when i hangout with meen..man, this job-hunting is really wearing me out.but yeah, i am still waiting a reply from NTT, Rohm Semiconductor as sales engineer and Panasonic as their International Trade sumting (i'm not so sure).my parents are insisting of me being a "normal" engineer, i 'm like gosh, i'm not gonna sit on a lab and make myself fat, i wanna meet people, this is what i really wanna,and i really feel good bout it.this pressure is killing me man, i do not know how exactly o explain it to them,it's just i prefer meeting people rather than sitting in a lab or worst, factory. besides, i f i wanna be an engineer,they'll send me far away from kl. which is a BIG NO for me.

plan A

hey u guys,sorry for the looongggg MIA!
well,i am currently freakishly busy with my research lab (uhuh!i'm a geek or at least turning into one) my job-hunting, and some research/thinking for my postgraduate plan.
i have a few choices in my hands,and i am very super extremely confuse with what i really wanna do,because it is all depends on my scholarship for the master and the job offer (hey,they might appoint me as their new chief for fashion engineering department-I WISH!)okay,here's are some options that i have:

(a)get a great job as a business engineer in Malaysia/Japan/Singapore/UK/Europe(told ya it's a lot of choice)
note:when i say a great job,it means high pay along with a lot of benefit. and i will still be doing my postgraduate couple of years after that.

(b)continue my master in Japan,that means I have to get other scholarships because I need the one that actually gimme the money on time

(c)master in UK or US - i've looked up in the Internet and there is plenty of scholarship to pursue to UK

and when i'm old and have a lot of money along with a little bit of baldness from the thinking, i shall do what i wanna do the most. which is fashion advertising. i'll do that in Paris,and oh!i am learning some French by myself!:D Amour à Paris

P.S:checkout the looklet widget!u could see all my effort!haha!

sumtin bout me ;)

A - AVAILABLE: Nope
B - BIRTHDAY: 29th July (That's 5days after his bday)
C - CRUSHING ON: too much to be fit in this page.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:Oishii Gyunyiu (translation: susu sedap - tacky kan?)
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My dad,grandma and boyfie. (but when they nag, whew!)
F - FAVORITE SONG: Runaway Train by Soul Asylum ;)
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: No GUMMY, hate them..
H - HOMETOWN: The ever grand Shah ALAM..(smgt lebey lak)
I - IN LOVE WITH: Mr. MF Jauhary and Justin Timberlake, i dunno la which one to choose..;p
J - JUGGLE: they have 8 steps or so, i only got to the 5th step!
K - KILLED SOMEONE: in an Counter Strike game!
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:can't remember..
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Not a fan
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: Would love to study fashion and international trade.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: MFJ ;)
R - REASON TO SMILE: None, i am too broke to be smiling.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: James Wendt - So much more to say (sedih woo lagu ini.. T_T)
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: School days at 7:00; Weekends - i am not sure if i am up on weekends

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: can't really remmbr and to lazy to peek..
V - VEGETABLE(S): i like em all!
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Torso and my elbow for hairline fracture
Y - YOYOS ARE: something i did when i was 10..;p
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: LEO

can't wait!

i can't wait!february the 15th!cpt la dtg,i wanna eat good food,hug my daddy and family, and see my baby boo!i miss him,haven't seen him in ages.can't wait!can't wait!toing!toing!(if u were wondering that is the sound of me jumping!)LOL!

my life today

there is so many things that is happening in my life, maybe it is just omen from god, for example i tore my stockings couple of days ago on my way to the job interview that i didn't get. (note to self, always brings extra pair of stockings), and when i got there it was pretty too early which left me pretty much nothing to do except sipping on coffee at the nearest Starbucks, i swear to god Starbucks is just like everywhere here,just like McD, they're probably more into real estate,i think. Well, i will also need to think of a business plan, gosh, why do i have to do all of this? well,maybe because i plan to have my own empire by the time i am 35years old. Hopefully apocalypse is just not here yet at that time, so i could actually see my cute kids grow up, yes,my baby-daddy better gimme cute kids..ahaha! and i actually thought of the budget for my wedding which is about 100k ringgit malaysia (bapak die,mane nak carik?- andartu la jwbnye).damn, i am so bored,well..i am off to watch Scrubs now..they makes the doctor looks so cool, so does ER, Grey's Anatomy etc, but hey, where's the engineer drama series or comedy?where?are they saying engineers leads a really boring life? NOOOOOOO....

James Wendt - So much more to say (Honey and Clover Movie)

i saw this song in honey and clover movie (okay,kantoi tgk anime disitu)
but it is such a good song to pass on. here's the lyric yo!yes,it made me cried, thousand times!

here's the link: it's a damn good song,if u're in a sad mood :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXgaGdxy1hk

I walked the way and heard the sound
The sound of my own heart beat
My heart is bleeding all alone

I found out
I'm not the one you're looking for
I'm not the one you wait for
It's easier to look away

You, you don't see me
But I know
You, you're all I need

I hand out my empty hand
And I touch the gentle wind
I know I'll forget this all
Someday

This feeling would be gone

"Goodbye" that was all I could say
There's so much more to say
I wish you'd call my name
Take my hand

But I can't
My heart would break again
Every time I say "I Iove you"

hello back!

i know it has been so long..a little too long..;)sorry bout that...well, considering of the time to update my blog is ZERO (pffttt!), i need to get back on track right?i am so looking forward of my homecoming, considering how much i miss my daddy..;)and my besties, and my boyfie..;)

but before i left there is still unsettled business,

a)get a new rice cooker
b)dye my hair to a darker color
c)get a new part time job
d)shop at victoria's secret..(shhh..it's a secret)
e)get my 4 pax abs back..an abs to die for..;)) i am not being kinky here,but i am being very vain, narcissist..haha!sorry mom, i know u dun want me to be one. blame the media, and the whole homo-sapiens population if you must..;)
f)i need to get my life back on track and have full control over it again.;)

and the other day, my parents were being very PDA on their fb's status..here's warning for you guys, DO NOT ADD YOUR PARENTS ON FB UNLESS THEY ARE 60 AND ABOVE AND YOU PRETTY MUCH SURE THAT THEY ARE NOT DOING IT ANYMORE. Gosh, i so do not wanna know which position they made me. now that is gross idea, and i wonder how am i gonna sleep tonight. thinking but it just made my body flinch and shiver with ewwww....CRAP!